Learned My Lesson

Okay, so if you read my blog frequently you understand my obsession with YouTube. Well one of my beauty gurus has a website. On the forum there I had asked if I should cut my hair, big mistake. They didn't understand what I was saying. I don't care that I'm white, by the way. Its like a said, I'm always white. Never going to be tan; I don't want to lay out, i don't want to use fake tanner. I'm fine with my skin tone. Only one told me to maybe try wearing makeup to change up my look. Honey I have more makeup then you can imagine and know more about makeup then that makeup guru probably does.
Also they all said fix the layers on hair. Well I don't know if that will cut if for me. I just wanted them to let me know if I should cut it to my shoulders or keep it. That's all. I just needed to vent about how I should have clarified.
Love,
Madi.

Freshman End

Today was my last day of school. The last day of my freshman year. Only it didn't feel like it. I felt like just yesterday I was a scared little child afraid a senior was going to throw me in a trash can. None of that happened luckily. I had a good year. There were its ups and downs. I'm glad its summer now. I cant wait to be free and not stressed. I really want to improve my life and come back a different person from this year. I cant wait to enjoy life. Summer 2011, bring it on.
Love,
Madi

Life.

Life is not always easy. I have learned that these past few weeks. With school ending and other things I have not had any energy for life. Only I will let you know I made my school bella voce choir, which is an after school all girls choir. Also I cannot wait for summer. More coming soon, I promise.
Love,
Madi.