It seems like every musical audition I do is trying to tell me I'm not good enough.
I am so sick of hearing that I'm good at singing. Either people are really b-s'ing me, or there trying to be nice. Whatever it is needs to stop. I don't want another person to tell me I sing really well then never give me a shot.
I didn't get a call back today. The funny thing is, for once in my life I thought I would. I gave it my all and I guess my best must suck.
How can I love something so much, and it be the only thing I enjoy, and it never work out for me. I just want one chance to prove that I'm worth something. Lately I feel like theres nothing for me to do out there.
I only like singing... but I must not be good enough at it.
I just don't know what to do anymore. All I can do is play chasing pavements by Adele over and over again and think about what to do next.
All I know is, this weekends going to suck if my friends get the lead, and make it then I have to spend the whole weekend with them, when I got squat.
Well have to see how things good tomorrow when the cast list is posted... but I don't feel it will be in my favor.
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