Really Madiline

I should really stop telling people I have a million blogs if I only use one and it isn't even my main one(this one). Oh are u flattered blog, that you my main one? Literally every other post I make says I'm going to start blogging again... I should just make up my mind, shouldn't I?
Junior year is just a lot of work. And a lot of my time is consumed, but we will work this out. We will get through, that's why they have therapy.
Love,
Madi :)

Summer Time

It is summer. Time for pools, ice cream, music, and night golf cart rides. But its also the time for summer reading (which i love to read but not slaughter house five), swim suits, and not seeing cute boys everyday. Isn't it great that those are my worries (insert laugh here).
So far summer has been wonderful. I got some clothes for New York, which I cannot wait for. I have been hanging out with my pal Jacque before she goes to New Jersey. Also... I SAW ONE DIRECTION!! I know what your thinking, "Madi, we have been through the obsession thing. What the big deal about One Direction now?" Well, I dont know. I've loved them since before anyone knew about them in the city of Crown Point. Also, that I am reaching unhealthy obsession status. We thought Bieber was bad, no this is ten times worse. Like uncontrollable sobbing, get gitty when I see them, spending all the money my family has on them worse. I have never been this crazed before. But, hey I'm an actress... I can hide it when I meet them someday right?
And I have to meet them. There is no question about it, it has to happen one day. People feel sorry for me I love them so much. But, I mean they're so glorious!! I loved that concert, and I didn't even have amazing seats but it was one of the greatest nights ever. I have been reliving it everyday by watching the live DVD. Its the only way I get over my PCD (post concert depression).
They will be the soundtrack to my summer, along with Scotty McCreery because I see him again in a week. I cannot wait for New York, and just enjoying this summer. I feel like a newer person everyday and I cannot wait for the days ahead of me.

Spring Sing 2012

Last night and Tuesday night was spring sing. I normally would have a ton of things to say about how it went but my mind has been really empty these past few days. I don't know why i feel so mentally stressed because nothing really going on that I should, but I am.
Maybe its the school year ending so my head is all a buzz. I am in a completely different place now then I was last year, and that's a great thing.
This years seniors weren't as emotional of a goodbye for me as last year. I'm not sure if that's because last years helped me find who I am and made me feel like i wasn't just a new freshman, or if its because Todd is the only one I'm really close with and I already balled my eyes out for him at musical? Either way, I will miss the seniors, but I have allot to look forward to next year and allot to worry about next year but ill try not to. I'm just ready for what tomorrow brings and for once I think it's going to be something great.
Love, Madi.

Oh you won't live that one down Madi!

I could not talk today. We were reading A Streetcar Named Desire in theater an I was told to read the character of Blanche. She says in one line that she is writing a letter to Shep. I read this aloud as sheep. Twice. I will never live this down. Not with my theater director. Now ever time I audition or do something he will say sheep somehow. I will forever be associated with sheep. Good one Madi.

True Love

I am currently waiting in the hallway for who knows how long, waiting for Kylie's love. I have a theory he has already left but none the less Kylie must see him. I'll keep u posted.

The Glory That is the IPhone!

I did it. I got an I-phone. Im not really sure how I lived without it because I can do a million things on it. Like blogging! Plus it spellchecks as I go woohooo! So that means more post on the go.
Love Madi

Happy Easter

Last night, I believe I stayed to late watching One Direction on my television screen. They happened to be on ICarly and SNL on the same day. I hate the show ICarly but I watched for the boys. Then I love SNL and it really was a good episode even without the boys, it would have been. Only was then on facebook after watching SNL till about 1, and I had not stayed up that late in a while. So, this morning I woke up with a migraine. How wonderful... Happy Easter to me.
Only I just wanted to wish everyone a Happy Easter and such.
Love, Madi!

I Have Left You, Havent I?

I have neglected you blog. You didnt know about the end of musical, that I got One Direction tickets, or my Brad Paisley concert.... Did you even know about my 16th birthday?
I should put more effort into you. I should make actual post maybe? Maybe I should stop talking to you like your a person. Wait, no, that will continue because you are a wonderful listener.
I, miss Madisen Marie, will care for you now.
Love, Madi... see you tomorrow pal!

Sweet and 16

I have been 16 for 5 days now. I can feel the difference. No not really, its not like i was expecting to wake up transformed but i thought you would at least see it on my face or something. (Sort of Sixteen Candles quotes for the win.)
My birthday was fantastic. First off, Hayley was here from college to visit; best birthday present ever. I slept over at my friend Molly's during the day. I then went to bowling like always. Of course the longest it has ever taken me to bowl was on my birthday.
For dinner we went to Gino's East downtown. I got to write that it was my sweet sixteen on the wall. Ate me some deep dish cheese pizza then coffe ice cream after.
I was going too to DC's to country line dance after like every Saturday but changed my mind. Instead to I went to the late movie and saw Wanderlust. It was okay. I will say its not your birthday unless you see some nudity.
I had a wonderful time. I cannot wait to have my Sweet sixteen party. Mostly because I am forcing everyone who comes to be in 80s outfits, so that will be quite the sight.
I am at school right now, and will talk to you all later.
Love, Madi.

High School Musical

I just got home from a high school musical marathon and it is amazing how after not watching those movies in so long, i still remember every word of dialogue.

I remember when the first movie premiered, and I had this girl come over to watch it. We tried doing the We're All in This Together dance at the end; I was in fourth grade.
Then I went to a party for the second once, and screamed when Zac Efron had his shirt off... hello 6th grade.
When the third one came to theaters, I went to see it with my mom and a friend. Those where the days. That was my childhood.
Tonight was a blast to dance and sing along to all those songs again. Yay for Disney parties!
Love Madi.

Second Chin? Wait, No It's Just a Giant Zit.

I have a red mountain growing on my face, right in the middle of my chin. So pleasant, where everyone can see. Plus my skin is really dry, so my foundation wont go on well, and its all blotchy.
Thank you, dermatologist that I pay money to make this not happen.
Sorry, end of rant. I have a mud mask facial on so it should improve, do not panic!
love, Madi.

Canker Sores

Finally, today at 10 o'clock at night, my canker sore I have had for over a week is going a way.
They have got to be one of the worse pains ever. You do not understand, I cryed over this monstrosity that harbored in my mouth.
No I do not have herpes, that's cold sores. I drank to much orange juice... which apparently there was a recall on?!?
Any who after 6 different medicines, not over exaggerating because I counted, it is now going away. Thank the lord. That is all.
xoxo- Madi

Puppy Love

As i sit in my room watching Little Manhattan, I think back on the days of young love. The time were boys were finally cute, but I had cooties according to them.
If you look at my love life now, you might as well say boys still think I have cooties. Then again, what can you do.
I remember in kindergarden. I loved this one boy. I thought he was the cutest and I always got so mad when he would talk to other girls during coloring.
I had refused to learn to tie my shoes at that time. Why, Madisen, why wont you tie your shoes? Mother would often ask. The answer was simple. Everyday, when my shoes were untied, that special boy would tie them for me. Its because of him, i had puppy love.
I never tied my shoes, and fell down trying to grab him at roller blading rink. He could skate really fast.
xoxo- Madi
if only we could ditch the nanny, then we could get down to business (Josh Hutcherson, being a stud since he was 11)

SOPA, Nope-pa!

It they pass that tomorrow, or tonight, or whenever my life is gone. Bloggering and internet is where I go to feel free and go into things I like an escape from school and other things on my mine. I enjoying being about to creep on celebrities easily, and messageing my cousins in flordia on facebook.
By censoring the internet, they are taking away something that stands for out countries freedoms. I like being about to post things freely and put up and look at pictures of things I like.
Im a good kid; I know whats bad and good. I know that I need to watch what I put on the internet. Only, how am I going to live without youtube?
xoxo, a girl who likes to live her life on the comfort of her computer.

Did I forget about you?

I have like 5 other blogs and people read those so the answer to the question is yes. I forgot about you.
Dont get my wrong, I love you and all, you were my first blog. But, dont get upset.... Its not you really, its me. I have changed.
You were in the time of Justin Bieber and now im totally on to One Direction. We just have grow seperate ways. But, its not to late. I can come back.... you can rejoin my life.
Would you like that? I would like that!
I did miss you sometimes. Did you miss me? A response would be great right now. Oh, wait you can talk your just a blog.
But, guess whos back? Guess whos back? Guess whos back? Da na nah. (to the awesome old school Eminem song...)
I am! I will start blogging here agian I belive. Its a new year, a new day, and new dawn. So whats up good lookings, i would love a taste of what your cooking.
xoxo, Madi